Gary and Libby; Take Two

three months later. "Mm-h. Go away." I swat the disturbance and nestle further back into the comfort and warmth of the bed. But the disturbance doesnt shift, instead it ignores my half conscious plea and continues. "Go away." I breathe again as my eyes are forced to peel themselves open. The room is coated in the bleak winter colour. It must only be around 4AM at the latest. "Mm-h..Libby.." Gary whispers, his lips ticking my collar bone once more. The disturbance. I smile sleepily as my eyes come into focus. Garys lying over my body, his forearms either side of me, propping himself up and his legs tangled in between mine as he proceeds to scatter barley there kissing along my collar bone. "Hey.." "Good dream?.." Gary beams up at me and my brows pull together in response. "What?." "Were you enjoying that dream?" He repeats, dropping his lips to my shoulder before pulling away and giving me that look that tells ...

"Mm-h." Gary murmurs back in response, sliding his hands down to my bum as his tongue continues to explore each corner of my mouth in turn. "Come here.." And with that, his long fingered hands grip the tops of my thighs steadily, as he spins me around, so my back is against the cool, garage wall. "Gary..." I whisper against his cheek, as he moves his assault to my neck, kissing and biting. Im painfully aware of Ethan being left unattended in the bedroom. "Stop." But Gary simply shakes his head, moving his mouth as he nips on my ear lobe. I groan softly in response. Something between a laugh and a moan escapes his slightly parted lips as he runs his hands up the length of my thighs, effectively hitching my nighty up around my waist, before his hands slide over my bum, squeezing softly. I moan again. "Gary, we should stop." "Why?" His breath is hot and wet against my, already damp, skin, as he begins to scatter kisses acros...

My head spins as my body quakes, using every last ounce if energy i have to cry away the pain. The pain. I sob harder. How did we get to here?! We were so happy. So so happy. I wanted to spent the rest of my life with him. I still do want to spend the rest of my life with him. And now...now i have to live with this. This . Hell. Slowly, i risk a glace over at Ethan, who is sat playing obliviously with that bloody blue rabbit, and my jaw clenches automatically as i wail harder into my hands than i ever have before. I cant do this. I know i cant do this. Its been five minutes and i cant live without him. Its as simple as that. I cannot live without him. "Mumma?" I gaze down quickly as i feel a small tug at my sleeve. "Mumma, i kiss it better." Sinking my teeth into my bottom lip to stop the building sob, i watch with blurred vision as the toddler plants one, two, three, four wet kisses against the back of my hand. "Der you go Mumma!" Ethans voice brims w...